Break Ahead

as you know last week i went to Casa with Kris from work, while there, when we chat, i can hear this music playing in the background, it's Coldplay's Yellow but it's a girl voice and a good one too, so yesteday i browse to the net for any possible female singing Yellow, i FOUND her! her name is Alex Parks, appearantly she used to enter this "ido" show in UK called Fame Academy and she won, well i liked her version of Yellow, for all Coldplay or BritPop fans you might wanna give it a try! here's the link

work was not so good today, i've been strugling to find my mojo! i can't seem to work it out how to make my minds works okay, i cant really think straight and seems like my action and body movement has cause others to notice, cos they keep asking am i alright? or is there something wrong with me, why am i so quiet today? its funny cos beside the fact that i'm not productive with the work i:e not able to produce the quality needed to get the job done, i dont think there's anything wrong with me.
and later, on our usual ciggies break i try to consult this to Kris, am i wrong for acting like what i did? and as usual her answer starts with " there's nothing right and wrong, as long as you know what u doin" , how am i not to love her then. so i changed the questions to " is it strange for you to see me acting like what i did? " and she answered " yes" ....guess i should try to learn to control my own face expression and emotion in order not to disturb others around me then.

yeah finally tomorrow i can have my break, my cousin is having an engagement, so i gotta get back to Medan to pay a visit, but it also a good time for me to take a small break cos i think i needed it since forever ^^ get to get together with my step family is a good thing, i havent seen them for 5 or 6 years so i hope everythings goin ok, and also its a match made in heaven since we get this client " Mikie holiday " which is a resort place in Berastagi near Medan, and Valent will come and join me for the meeting on monday, finger crossed everything will be alrite, i'm kinda nervous now.

it feel a bit strange as i was about to leave the office today cos i know i won't see them till next week well beside valent. i kinda feel sad and goin to miss them for it. Again finger crossed that everything will be alright and i'll be back before they know it.

top10 songs of the day :
1. Alex Parks - yellow
2. OST Science of Sleep - If you rescue me
3. Cat Power - Wonderwall
4. Fujiya&Miyagi - Ankle Injuries
5. Charlotte Gainsbourg - 5:55
6. Explosions in the sky - the birth and death of day
7. Kings Of Leon - knocked up
8. The Whitest Boy Alive - Don't give up
9. Travis - Closer
10. Stereophonics - Local Boy in Photographs

ps: eat more ice creams!